Just get someone else to dig the crypto part for you. Ivdid my research. Not all N vendors are scams that aren't in PPH. I got vouches, feedback, lab reports, pictures before committing to anything. My vendor took care of all the crypto stuff I just paid by bank transfer. It was simple I now have my N.
If it was a scam I'd be back on here next week as I depend on ss community for support. Only thing that's kept me going other than dealing with my vendor.
But I won't be begging to come back as I'll be dead by the time the week is out.
Just look up my posts it's obvious how physically ill i am & desperate to ctb.
But I know things too. I did my homework.
I've been a mod on drug forums, an addictions worker in a job. I have my own way of dissing out scams from the real deal.
It's been nice being part of the as community. I've had lots of support & advice & hopefully helped a few others along the way.
Friday is CTB day & I'll be deactivating account before then.