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tsukiayan

tsukiayan

New Member
Aug 17, 2020
1
Hey. Thanks for letting me in.
You can call me Selene (it's not my real name tho.)

It has been so many time since the last time I felt happy that I can't even remember. I just want to end my life and I know it won't hurt someone. I don't feel like a woman anymore, I don't feel like a person, I can't feel nothing but sadness. Depression won't leave me alone.

The problem is, I actually live with a roomie. So I really don't want him to notice, we're not friends and we don't really talk that much, but I need to be alone when I'm dying.

Do you have any suggestions methods?
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Hey there,

Welcome to the forum! Sorry that life has brought you here and made you feel this way. There are many here who can understand how you feel.

As for methods, this is a link to resources:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/resource-compilation.3/
 
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Blue LIPS

Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542
Hey. Thanks for letting me in.
You can call me Selene (it's not my real name tho.)

It has been so many time since the last time I felt happy that I can't even remember. I just want to end my life and I know it won't hurt someone. I don't feel like a woman anymore, I don't feel like a person, I can't feel nothing but sadness. Depression won't leave me alone.

The problem is, I actually live with a roomie. So I really don't want him to notice, we're not friends and we don't really talk that much, but I need to be alone when I'm dying.

Do you have any suggestions methods?

Do you often play loud music? I see that's pretty common in some videos, usually hanging to be specific.
 

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