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Vivian

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I live with my parents, so I can't easily commit suicide. I wanted to try the ampitryline cocktail method, but the only problem with that is that my parents regulate the medicine I am taking. Is there another way for me to kill myself?
I tried commiting suicide in June, I took perphanzine and alcohol mixed together but my parents found out. What do I do?
 
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turbofly3ddeath

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I live with my parents, so I can't easily commit suicide. I wanted to try the ampitryline cocktail method, but the only problem with that is that my parents regulate the medicine I am taking. Is there another way for me to kill myself?
I tried commiting suicide in June, I took perphanzine and alcohol mixed together but my parents found out. What do I do?
I live with my parents too. I'm thinking n, just taking it before my usual bedtime and then hoping for the best cause even if they were to find me, it'd be late next morning when it was too late
 
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I tried taking it before my bedtime but unfortunately for me, my parents found out.
 
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turbofly3ddeath

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I tried taking it before my bedtime but unfortunately for me, my parents found out.
I tried taking it before my bedtime but unfortunately for me, my parents found out.
how?
 
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Like I said earlier, I have taken perphanzine and alcohol mixed together. I ended up throwing up most of the meds bc of this combination. Next time, I will take the meds with water.
 
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Like I said earlier, I have taken perphanzine and alcohol mixed together. I ended up throwing up most of the meds bc of this combination. Next time, I will take the meds with water.
I've overdosed on medications before and I just woke up needing to throw up. I think you should consider anti-emetics. Drugs that will help you from throwing up. That's the plan for my next and hopefully final time
 
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How many antiemetics do I have to take? My body weight is 120 lbs
 
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Honigwaffel

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How many antiemetics do I have to take? My body weight is 120 lbs
15mg Metoclopramide every 8 hours, starting 48 hours in advance with the last dose roughly 30-45 minutes before ctb.

I tried taking it before my bedtime but unfortunately for me, my parents found out.
Not getting found in time is the most important part when you plan to ctb. Just find a quiet place for yourself.
 
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Donewith_

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I will take it 2 hours before going to bed.
 
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Make sure that you're not going to be found for at least 8 hours. It would be best to do it right at bedtime (the longest amount of time before being interrupted). With any overdose that would be the minimum amount of time, unfortunately some might not pass until 12, 24 or even 36 hours depending on what drug you overdose on. The Amitriptyline cocktail, for instance could take that long (worse case scenario... other than not dying at all).
 

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