Help I need everything to fuckin stop

[Humaliennn_boo]

I'm feeling so damn dead
Why can't this body just off itself already..
Even though it's the worst method but I'm hanging myself in the morning
Can't take any of the shit I'm going through, everything has to stopppp
Please if anyone knows any method affordable and can be done in a 3rd fucking world country (no access to SN) tell me
I fucking hate hanging but ig it's the only option now

 

[veryhappyhuman]

Sorry to hear about your situation. Hanging isn't the worst method, but you have to do enough research (long/short/partial and so on) to avoid ending up with brain damage. There is enough material on the forum for it. If you have any specific questions you can always post in the megathread. Please don't do anything rash and hurt yourself though.

From your history I see you're in Tunisia. I remember we had another user from North Africa (don't recall which country tho) here who was able to obtain SN from some chemical supplier. Can't find the post now. Maybe PM other Tunisians here before you settle on a method?

I wish you peace, whatever you decide to do.

 

[Insomniac]

Hanging is one of the best methods. It's just really hard to push the chair and actually do it.

You'd have to be in a state of pure distress or anger.

 

[hellispink]

Being desperate is definitely the most horrible feeling. I have consider the hanging method myself. I think that if enough research is done, it is a viable and reliable way for me in case I one day need it. Wishing you the best in whichever path you decide to take.

 

[27clubBRIAN]

yeah I'm trying to research more about it . I'm trying to hang soon

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand having limited access to methods. It's cruel how the society denies us the option of a peaceful exit. Hanging does sound like such a horrible way to leave this world and I have never attempted personally as I would fear it going wrong in someway. I know that it's hard to carry on when you suffer and it is such a cruel life that drives people to this point. I hope that you are able to find freedom from your pain as none of us should ever have to endure such agony.