I miss my wife and I have N.

[A Desperate Fool]

Now it's just a matter of waiting for the right moment. I'm thinking our anniversary may be a good date to do it, if I can hold out that long.

 

[Odwin]

Quite Romantic I would say.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

What happened to her?

 

[A Desperate Fool]

What happened to her?

She left me. Going on without her is too painful. She is what was keeping me looking forward to tomorrow. Now I've got nothing.

 

[WornOutLife]

I would consider my ctb date again.

If ctb in your anniversary gives you peace, go for it but remember that that date will only remind her of your death and she will probably forget all the happy memories you shared together.

I'm really sorry this has happened to you.

Wish you the best.

 

[bad luck]

She left me. Going on without her is too painful. She is what was keeping me looking forward to tomorrow. Now I've got nothing.

I understand you because I go through something similar. 2 years of divorce and I am worse. She left me too. And believe me it was the best. He always took care of me in my ups and downs of mood. It was my love. My mental illness ruined the marriage.

 

[Bergamot]

I also miss my sweetheart very much, she no longer treats me like her boyfriend, she says she loves me but she doesn't call me anymore, she doesn't even give me more attention .. I am in pieces I have been missing it for months I don't know anymore what to do I ran out of tears and the will to live

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

My mental illness ruined the marriage.

I know that feeling. The guilt is never gonna leave me. But she deserves a better life, someone more stable.

Just a thought... The last time I met up with her I was crying with my head in her lap, in the middle of a full parking lot, as she was about to leave for good. Not the proudest moment of my life. Anyway, at my lowest point I begged her:
"Please don't leave me. I will never find anyone else."
"I know." - she replied.

These words haunt me to this day.