Today I stopped being afraid of death.
My life collapsed more than a month ago. During this time I did not feel any pleasure, no joy... No positive emotion
I lived in fear of another night and another day. Fear, pain and despair are the only feelings that accompany me.
Today I realized that I do not want to continue such a life.
SN purchased, I do not feel any hurry, but I came to terms with the idea that this is the best way out and I stopped being afraid of it.
I believe that just as the time has come when I have stopped being afraid of it, there will soon come a moment when I find that this is the time.
I would just like to leave some explanation to my loved ones. I would like to be able to explain to them that they do not regret my departure and rejoice in it, because for me this awareness is a relief and the end of suffering.
This is my first post, English is not my native language, so i have to help myself with Google translator, sorry for mistakes.
Thanks for Reading my story, and see u.
My life collapsed more than a month ago. During this time I did not feel any pleasure, no joy... No positive emotion
I lived in fear of another night and another day. Fear, pain and despair are the only feelings that accompany me.
Today I realized that I do not want to continue such a life.
SN purchased, I do not feel any hurry, but I came to terms with the idea that this is the best way out and I stopped being afraid of it.
I believe that just as the time has come when I have stopped being afraid of it, there will soon come a moment when I find that this is the time.
I would just like to leave some explanation to my loved ones. I would like to be able to explain to them that they do not regret my departure and rejoice in it, because for me this awareness is a relief and the end of suffering.
This is my first post, English is not my native language, so i have to help myself with Google translator, sorry for mistakes.
Thanks for Reading my story, and see u.
