I keep thinking about CTB

[fisbp]

I can't do anything else.

I keep thinking about CTBing.

It feels like I am waiting for the time to leave this world.

Hopefully I can completely end my life soon.

 

[CommitSudoku]

I think it can end up being crippling thinking of dying all the time. It strips life of meaning and makes recovery hard and painful. I'm sorry you're dealing with these thoughts all the time as well. Best wishes whatever you decide to do.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel, all that I am doing is waiting around to die, all that I want is to be gone, I have suffered enough, it feels so pointless me being alive. I'm sorry that you are going through this and I wish you the best. I hope you find relief from your suffering.

 

[BrokenHill]

Same here i feel you, unable to even do anything because i feel doing anything is just pointless as i will die in end and just thinking most time of "just do it, no hope", thanks to my mood swings it make it worse

 

[waitingforrest]

The constant thoughts of ctb plague me as well. It's always there, in the background. It makes basic tasks almost impossible.

 

[wellherewego]

Me too