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I just want...
Thread starterDead beat dad
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Not to have to deal with chronic nausea in various degrees of intensity that I can't predict making me cancel everything that felt like it gave me quality of life to the point I am pretty much a shut in these days. Fed up of the nausea that renders concentration close to impossible so I can't even distract consistently. I also want a way to not have existed so my suicide does not do immeasurable damage to every one I love and care about.
Alternatively I would want to be abducted by rationalist aliens that take me away from this shit hole, to a planet where you pursue passion and intellect and personal growth devoid of the arbitrary struggles born of the idiocy we impose on ourselves. Via forces of society and social pressure we have no means to drop out of and in most cases challenge for a better more fulfilling existence.
This may seem silly, but i want to sit in a fast moving car or bus and ride out till the end of my existence/time, viewing sunsets and wonders along with way, with mango juice in my hand
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...to know that I'll be alright and that my life will have meaning if I don't kill myself. I'm honestly scared of the future. I'm sick of dealing with bipolar mood swings and feeling like a total fuckup because of shit that's outside of my control. I have absolutely no clue at this point how I'll ever be financially independent when it seems that my bills and debts grow larger every year. My only family is getting older and I know they'll die one day. I'll be alone. I don't see the point. I really don't.
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