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Zeus35

Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
323
I'm so miserable and upset. I've been so badly failed by alot of people. I just don't want to be here anymore.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,571
It really is such a cruel existence and I'm sorry that you suffer like this. To me it's terrible the way that many people treat others. I wish you the best.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I'm so miserable and upset. I've been so badly failed by alot of people. I just don't want to be here anymore.
I know the feeling. Same experience. Please don't do anything rash. Anything too impulsive tends to be regrettable,xx
 
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Zeus35

Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
323
I already did it, then oddly drew in my own blood. I think it's so I can have a reminder of just how sad I really am. It's like showing the pain that is felt on the inside by showing it on the outside. I cut my wrist after I wrote the post. It was hard not to, I just felt so sad. I still do
 

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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
it would really sucks to obtain SH habit
people look down on you when they noticing scars and job and education prospects are narrowed, tho state of regret comes after all body is covered and only option left to pass as normal outside is to hide all body by long sleeves and jeans like some emo
 
Zeus35

Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
323
it would really sucks to obtain SH habit
people look down on you when they noticing scars and job and education prospects are narrowed, tho state of regret comes after all body is covered and only option left to pass as normal outside is to hide all body by long sleeves and jeans like some emo
My scars aren't bad at all.They blend in with my skin colour and I naturally cover myself with what I wear because embarrassingly I have some hair on my arms. Not much but I don't like it so I hide it. Plus you don't have to wear short sleeves.
It's not that bad
 

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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
My scars aren't bad at all.They blend in with my skin colour and I naturally cover myself with what I wear because embarrassingly I have some hair on my arms. Not much but I don't like it so I hide it. Plus you don't have to wear short sleeves.
It's not that bad
things with sh turns fucked when you go beyond scratching. (i redacted photo for security considerations). now i can't even leave home because of this shit
https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2022/08/156169_lulz.png
 

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Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
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things with sh turns fucked when you go beyond scratching. (i redacted photo for security considerations). now i can't even leave home because of this shit
https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2022/08/156169_lulz.png
I cut with a knife but not deep like you. My knife is very blunt too. Your self harm marks are quite visible. If it makes you uncomfortable have you tried long arm shirts? Scar removal? Even scar cover make up? Thanks for showing me yours, it makes me feel less alone. Ie you understand my distress.
 
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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
I cut with a knife but not deep like you. My knife is very blunt too. Your self harm marks are quite visible. If it makes you uncomfortable have you tried long arm shirts? Scar removal? Even scar cover make up? Thanks for showing me yours, it makes me feel less alone. Ie you understand my distress.
i used razor blade. one of the most cheap ones on market but it cuts paper easily. i already use long arm shirts when temperature outside permits so but it's always hot here in summer and spring so this option available for winter and autumn seasons. i talked about scar removal with doctor and he said that for some scars i got needed operation in a clinic abroad as where i live there's lack of specialists of such profile also besides this it costs much w/ unemployment status. regarding to scar makeup i dunno what to use to cover them except baggy clothes tho.
 
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brokensea

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Aug 4, 2022
405
Sending you my love across the digital universe and so sorry you're so sad.
 
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Zeus35

Specialist
Apr 4, 2022
323
i used razor blade. one of the most cheap ones on market but it cuts paper easily. i already use long arm shirts when temperature outside permits so but it's always hot here in summer and spring so this option available for winter and autumn seasons. i talked about scar removal with doctor and he said that for some scars i got needed operation in a clinic abroad as where i live there's lack of specialists of such profile also besides this it costs much w/ unemployment status. regarding to scar makeup i dunno what to use to cover them except baggy clothes tho.
I use concealer and foundation
 

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