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Swampy

Swampy

Antinatalist
Mar 7, 2021
30
I've read some posts that say the taste is unbearable so I wanted to try it for myself. I mixed 25g with 60ml of water and swished some around in my mouth. It actually wasn't so bad. At first it just tasted moderately salty but the longer it's in your mouth the worse it gets. I think that just quickly chugging in 1 or 2 swallows will be the easiest way to drink it.
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
are you feeling any effects of it after doing that like the dizziness and feeling sick?
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
I wonder if it's better or worse than a barium swallow, which is a basically a big-gulp sized cup of thick, chalky nuclear milkshake. I had to do that once for a gastro study, and they make you chug it until it's gone.
 
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jisatsuko

自殺こさん
Jun 27, 2020
21
i've seen some guides on here on how to make sn not taste like total dogshit. i think you can mix it with syrup, however, i would recommend checking out some of the guides here before trying. i think i have some saved if you would like!
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
I tasted a little bit once and basically almost went unconscious from like 1 gram. Heart palpitations, skin discoloration around my feet, trouble breathing, like I was moving in slow motion. I felt so tired.

Even spat it out and it still had a profound affect on me.

Felt like I was on the verge of death.

I felt sad. Like I was at a cliff and below me was darkness. I mourned my death, even though it didn't come.

I mourned the fact that humans have to die. It was a strange time. Perhaps I was disassociating.
 
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Swampy

Swampy

Antinatalist
Mar 7, 2021
30
I tasted a little bit once and basically almost went unconscious from like 1 gram. Heart palpitations, skin discoloration around my feet, trouble breathing, like I was moving in slow motion. I felt so tired.

Even spat it out and it still had a profound affect on me.

Felt like I was on the verge of death.

I felt sad. Like I was at a cliff and below me was darkness. I mourned my death, even though it didn't come.

I mourned the fact that humans have to die. It was a strange time. Perhaps I was disassociating.
That sounds terrifying. I didn't have any after effects fortunately. Maybe because I rinsed my mouth out several times afterwards.
 
suffocatingseraphim

suffocatingseraphim

⸙𖦹killing the self as to protect it from harm𖦹⸙
Feb 6, 2020
106
i've seen some guides on here on how to make sn not taste like total dogshit. i think you can mix it with syrup, however, i would recommend checking out some of the guides here before trying. i think i have some saved if you would like!
If you still have the guides saved, I would love them as well! <3 I always lose the threads I want to use later haha
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I've read some posts that say the taste is unbearable so I wanted to try it for myself. I mixed 25g with 60ml of water and swished some around in my mouth. It actually wasn't so bad. At first it just tasted moderately salty but the longer it's in your mouth the worse it gets. I think that just quickly chugging in 1 or 2 swallows will be the easiest way to drink it.


Nope just chug and get it over with, because if you start delaying and take two long in between swallows, your SI will kick in.

When I took mine, I took a sip to get the taste and then chugged it afterwards.
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
Nope just chug and get it over with, because if you start delaying and take two long in between swallows, your SI will kick in.

When I took mine, I took a sip to get the taste and then chugged it afterwards.
How come you're still here?
 
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