for hours, every day. that's my entire life now. wake up and do nothing, live for nothing.
i hate this world.
i hate this world.
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Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
I feel for you, I've gone through long periods of time like that. Although people in general spend most of their time staring at some sort of screen nowadays.
Sometimes it can help to have a routine. Even if it's a routine you dislike, like work for example.
Fragile
Broken
- Jul 7, 2019
- 1,496
i've been living this same routine for the last 7 years, it sucks that this is all i do but to be honest, i don't think i could do anything other than this at this point.
although is quite normal nowadays, call it monitor, cellphone, tv, everyone is staring at a screen for most of their lives.
Lately I have a similar existence. I'm depressed the last few days and I can't get myself to even get in shower or brush my teeth. I'm just sitting around and I play with the kitten when he gets hyper. I wish I could be injected with happy chemicals or something lol!
TearyEyedQueen
In the wrong timeline
- Nov 14, 2019
- 366
I'm the same, especially this last month when my depression became so much worse.
Though this has been my routine for almost eight years now, but I don't really know what's the alternative.
Moonicide
ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
- Nov 19, 2019
- 802
I'm right there with you. I've spent most of my life staring at the monitor as it was all I ever had, still is. My friends and love are here. It's been my lifeline for so long, but it also hurts. There's loneliness and emptiness included... There will always be that barrier between you, the monitor, and the real world. It's such an exhausting way to live. That's why I'm so tired.
