I Just Don’t Trust Any Of It

[starboy2k]

wanting to becoming trans
being gay
following some type of "dream" of mines
improving any personal characteristic
being around people
working
obtaining assets
relying on people or myself
learning anything
finding love/making friends or connections
continuing to live…………..

I don't have a single inch of trust in myself, others, or the world to show who I can become.
I don't trust the future (let alone care to stay alive for it). I don't trust that I will be satisfied with any of this bullshit whether if Im young or old.

Do you really think someone as cooked as me would still want to waste the little energy I have left, attempting to play this "life" game? Get real.

 

[ilovecats1]

what do you mean wanting to become trans? if you have the urge and you are at this forum just do it imo. i transitioned three years ago because i was going to cbt and wanted to give it a shot because why not i mean. most things improve when you do even the ones you listed but yeah im still on this site but its more economical/academical reasons which would not allow me to get the surgeries i need this time.

if you think youre trans just try it before ctb you wont lose anything and you can maybe gain a lot <3

 

[starboy2k]

what do you mean wanting to become trans? if you have the urge and you are at this forum just do it imo. i transitioned three years ago because i was going to cbt and wanted to give it a shot because why not i mean. most things improve when you do even the ones you listed but yeah im still on this site but its more economical/academical reasons which would not allow me to get the surgeries i need this time.

if you think youre trans just try it before ctb you wont lose anything and you can maybe gain a lot <3

nah.
i came out as trans years ago but that went nowhere.
i have no desire to go down that path at this point.

i wouldn't be wasting whatever time I have left being on this forum if I wanted to improve anything about me.

 

[ilovecats1]

nah.
i came out as trans years ago but that went nowhere.
i have no desire to go down that path at this point.

i wouldn't be wasting whatever time I have left being on this forum if I wanted to improve anything about me.

fair... i get you