Venting I HOPE MY FAMILY DIES

[AngelTear]

MY FAMILY HAS ONLY EVER BROUGHT ME DOWN AND CONTINUES TO SINK ME FURTHER INTO THE DEPTHS. I hope they all die, never been much of a fucking family anyways. They don't take care of me anymore (not that they ever took great care of me in the first place.) I'm not super independent, I don't even have my feet off the ground yet, but I'd rather ANYTHING but living with them or being a part of this bullshit ass "family" anymore.

Fucking dumbasses should've never had kids in the first place. Why couldn't I have gotten lucky and just been a miscarriage so I'd never have to end up in this fucked up world??? And it's not like anyone else can help me, everyone is so closed off to themselves too, I'm a stranger, and who the hell helps strangers?? This life isn't a fairytale it's a fucking nightmare and I hate the people that brought me into this cruel shit.

Anyone who has an actual loving family fuck you, I'm jealous

 

[glowing.purple.aura]

And then when you finally talk about it to someone they hit you with a "B-b-but they're your familyyy"

 

[gunmetalblue]

I vividly remember making a voodoo doll of a family member as a kid. Brutally trying to destroy it. Sadly I'm no witch, so now reflecting back on it I realise I was just doing art therapy while drunk on dreams