I haven't listened to music for 5 months

[orlandom]

I haven't listened to music for 5 months. Today is the first time. Tears roll and roll down your cheeks. Tired

 

[Tackingintothewind]

Are you still planning to ctb today?
I hope you are feeling better

 

[aminend]

I haven't listened to music for 5 months. Today is the first time. Tears roll and roll down your cheeks. Tired

I did but from 1 year ago I didn't catch any feeling from music.

 

[orlandom]

Are you still planning to ctb today?
I hope you are feeling better

I appreciate that you are with me bro. I think not today - I thought either Monday or Tuesday, today before going to bed I will decide. This is not an easy decision for everyone. I thought about tomorrow, but again did not write it on this forum.

I decided that I will write on the day when I will do it. If you're not online, nothing. I'm just glad that you are with me. Thanks. I'm really glad that someone doesn't give a damn about me.

I just feel very bad. I listen to music and tears are rolling down my cheeks. I feel bad. I'm tired. The tears don't stop.

 

[Tackingintothewind]

Sis, not bro. I'm online most days atm. Being furloughed is not great.

I hope you choose to stay with us

 

[WornOutLife]

May I ask why haven't you listened to music for so long?

I've had weeks in which I did the same. I was so depressed that I didn't want to listen to anything!

Now, music is part of my life and is present everyday.

Anyway, enjoy those tracks!

 

[Deathbydemo]

I get you. I've been sitting in complete silence for hours on end because I feel like music or any TV shows will just break me right now.

I'm so sorry you are feeling so low. I wish I had the magic cure for you, for all of us, but unfortunately not. Just know you are not alone. Sending love.

 

[orlandom]

I listen to this and cry. Am I insane? That's what 5 months without music means !!!!! 5 months!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm just crying. I am tired. Sorry guys.

 

[Deathbydemo]

No, you're not insane. You are hurting and broken. Let yourself cry it out even just to feel something different. What type of music do you enjoy?

 

[orlandom]

No, you're not insane. You are hurting and broken. Let yourself cry it out even just to feel something different. What type of music do you enjoy?

Alternative rock and deep house. Depends siolno on the mood. Since I haven't listened to her for fucking 5 months. Any one is causing tears now. Thanks everyone. I appreciate your concern.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Great choice! I hope you're feeling better soon.

 

[Makko]

That's crazy. When I'm not at the office I can't go without music for 5 minutes.

 

[orlandom]

That's crazy. When I'm not at the office I can't go without music for 5 minutes.

I am not kidding this 5 months. My body just immediately reacted like this - tears. Tears. They rolled after 10 seconds. As if I missed it so much. I don't understand my body. I feel like a guinea pig.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

A song for you during these painful times, friend. I hope it brings you peace and enjoyment.

 

[orlandom]

It's fine!!!!!!!!!!!! God dude. I'm trembling.

I have a photo of tears rolling down my cheeks. This is the day of parting with my love. I can post this here. Only I'm afraid of advice about not posting personal photos.

Can someone chat with me at the last minute? Soon. I think tomorrow or in the coming days

A song for you during these painful times, friend. I hope it brings you peace and enjoyment.

FFuck! Fuck! I've been listening to it for so long. What are you doing?


Just my emotion right now
Men cry
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just for russian -

 

[orlandom]

Please include subtitles. This is my world. Sorry
Why are you silent?

 

[orlandom]

Может быть есть кто-то хочется быть со мной в последний день?

 

[Marktheghost]

Sounds like you should listen to music more.

 

[unworthy_]

I have been listening to the same 80-90s love son to remind me of..
I could only listen to those songs and nothing else