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NothingElseMatters

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Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
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I just need now to get down to business and end my pathetic life. I've reached a point I no longer care if I'm going to burn in hell for all eternity, but still, my SI kickes in everytime I made an attempt.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,642
Everything is hopeless for me too. I have made peace with my decision to ctb, and I know I will do it someday, but I understand the SI is hard to overcome. The thing that I want is to fall into an eternal sleep. Sorry you are suffering so much.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I understand you so much. And it sucks balls….. I'll never understand why I came her in the first place. I still hope neither of us goes to hell…..
 
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enau

Student
Apr 15, 2021
142
i dont even remember who i am and how i came to this path, and it doesn have any importance.It s like i andandon everything, even within myself, im no one, and i cant face the life in this state, but i cant reverse things, im screwed up.One thing is clear, my willing of life, for struggle for all of this, vanished.Since then, im in prison, and there is only one goal, get out of here.Im pretetty sure that, if i dont kill myself, i will badly degenerate, worse and worse, because my mind cant stand news days of this distaster
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,942
There is no such place as hell, except for the state of mind we are experiencing now. The concept of eternal hell was invented by religions to control people. You deserve peace and love whatever choices you make.
 
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