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Venting i have so many reasons to live and so many reasons to die

HappyPotato69

HappyPotato69

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May 3, 2026
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idk what to do i really really wanna die, first of all im trans and its such a big ass issue in my life its actually insane. the amnount of dysphoria i get makes me want to die every time im reminded i was born a manly man male moid. secondly i have bpd and its hell regulating my dysphoria while also having that and my emotions overall a mess.
on the other side i have good online friends that i genuinely enjoy being with and i have college coming up soon so its an escape from my family but overall it just feels worse to stay alive especially with the fact that i will never put enough effort to even find a job it feels completely impossible
 
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