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You as well FuneralCry. I hate saying sorry but sorry that you're suffering so much.
It truly is terrible when all you can think about and feel is dying and it's the only thing that seems to bring relief. It feels like being in hell.I'll probably listen to that song when I ctb on August 6th. My motivation to live is gone and all I can think about is dying. I'll die alone in my hotel room. I at least have this forum to keep me company until I'm gone
I won't be taking that boat. My heart didn't weigh lighter than the feather of Ma'at.
I'm going close to you 5th or 6th.I'll probably listen to that song when I ctb on August 6th. My motivation to live is gone and all I can think about is dying. I'll die alone in my hotel room. I at least have this forum to keep me company until I'm gone
It's sad that we are having to do this
I'm literally being forced to do it. I don't want to do it. I'm in love with my husband. I got Lyme Disease in 2008 a bioweapon struggled all these years. Then I got a severe Parasitic Infection and now I have Long Covid. I have severe daily chronic pain, am severely disabled with a bad back, have activity intolerance (cant do any housework) have a malfunctioning immune system, and am 100 percent disabled now. I have no choice. I cannot stay in my body it's torture. I cannot take care of myself anymore.
It's too late. I've already been weighed.
I listen to tons of music. Why do people come on here judging? Especially knowing that there are a lot of vulnerable and suicidal people in a dark place? You don't know me and you don't know what I listen to. What kind of music do you listen to?
Going by your profile picture I assume you listen to mutilation and I assume you listen to Black Metal. I listen to all sorts of metal as well black metal death metal slam etc. Why are you casting shade?
Music snobbery is such a boring trait.
It seems as though they cover a lot of mainstream songs I don't really know the band I just looked up Fade to Black with a female vocalist in this song came up so I shared it. I don't judge anyone by the kind of music they listen to. I don't normally listen to bands like this and I haven't listened to much music in the past 7 months.
Most metal heads are like this.
You as well my friend..
Much love Lil Bro. Wish you the best always . Safe Travels.. I'll miss you too and I've enjoyed our talks also.I'm gonna miss you bro. You been true too me and tried to get me motivated to see things more clearly. You're a good person to talk to about anything. I know you've felt this way for too long and so have I so I understand your pain. I'll never forget our deep conversations together. When I go after traveling if you're still around I'll try to send you a sign from the void and If you go before me I'd like for you to do the same. Either way I respect your choice and I hope it somehow gets easier and you can hit the road again and be free much love
Is this better for you, Massa? (No I don't not listen listen this)
Thank you for your kindness. I wish you the best as well. Sorry things have gotten to this point for you.
