Venting I have finally acquired meto!

[NeoN0va]

AFTER A WHOLE YEAR OF STRUGGLES I FINALLY GOT IT i finally have metoclopramide
This means that if i want to go with sn i can pretty much go anytime i want now all i need is that feeling that i wanna go
But i dont wanna go yet ^w^ ill stay for as long as it doesnt feel bad as soon as it gets bad again im GOINGGGGG with only s few goodbyes TvT

I first found about SN method last year and ever since tried getting my hands on meto but ive been scared for so long but this year i finally got it i finally got my hands on meto so like it feels so unreal that i can comfortably die now hehe
So many people have accompanied me on this journey even if it wasnt for long and just the fact that now all i need to do to get off at my destination is just hear the right announcement is amazing

I can pretty much assume it wont be long before i go as its november soon again and things will definitely go downhill during this period just like every year but guess what ill finally be able to rest if that happens again :3 unlike all those past years although leaving two of my dear friends alone will be sadddd but I KNOW THEY CAN handle it especially that Ill still look after them whether its from heaven if it exists or the afterlife or just however ill make sure I keeo taking care of them hihihi

When my time comes ill make a proper post to say my goodbyes to you all goodnight BLESS

 

[Defatigatis]

I understand your feelings, i also have almost everything i need. Just the SN is missing but i'm also felling like you — i've already built the passage door, all that's left is to put the handle on it and go through it whenever i want.

 

[offbalance]

I feel you, I recently acquired Benzos after two years of trying. It's a freeing feeling isn't it

 

[iwanttodie019]

How did you acquire?

 

[NeoN0va]

How did you acquire?

Ive just recently had a migraine and ive been throwing up a lot, so i went to the doctor and i tried telling him that it would be a blessing to get something to stop the nausea and the vomiting.

 

[iwanttodie019]

Ive just recently had a migraine and ive been throwing up a lot, so i went to the doctor and i tried telling him that it would be a blessing to get something to stop the nausea and the vomiting.

Okay.
where are you from ?Are you from india?
i have been trying to get meto but am not able to
I am from india

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

Pretty comforting feeling when I got mine like a week ago. I know it's dark, but it kinda made me giggle looking at it and the SN for the first time tbh

 

[NeoN0va]

Okay.
where are you from ?Are you from india?
i have been trying to get meto but am not able to
I am from india

My profile says it all, im from poland!
I wish you the best of luck trying to get it, hopefully you'll be able to do so without much struggle.

 

[Ivernia]

AFTER A WHOLE YEAR OF STRUGGLES I FINALLY GOT IT i finally have metoclopramide
This means that if i want to go with sn i can pretty much go anytime i want now all i need is that feeling that i wanna go
But i dont wanna go yet ^w^ ill stay for as long as it doesnt feel bad as soon as it gets bad again im GOINGGGGG with only s few goodbyes TvT

I first found about SN method last year and ever since tried getting my hands on meto but ive been scared for so long but this year i finally got it i finally got my hands on meto so like it feels so unreal that i can comfortably die now hehe
So many people have accompanied me on this journey even if it wasnt for long and just the fact that now all i need to do to get off at my destination is just hear the right announcement is amazing

I can pretty much assume it wont be long before i go as its november soon again and things will definitely go downhill during this period just like every year but guess what ill finally be able to rest if that happens again :3 unlike all those past years although leaving two of my dear friends alone will be sadddd but I KNOW THEY CAN handle it especially that Ill still look after them whether its from heaven if it exists or the afterlife or just however ill make sure I keeo taking care of them hihihi

When my time comes ill make a proper post to say my goodbyes to you all goodnight BLESS

are you alright luv? I understand that feeling of comfort when you know it's an option there, I feel the same. However, you said it always gets worse around November, I can relate to that. Do you think you could have anything like SAD? (seasonal affective disorder, seasonal depression). Not that I'm trying to diagnose but if you do have anything like that, you could maybe do something to help yourself out through that time :)
It's just something to keep in mind. ♡
the fact that you seem so extremely happy to go just goes to show how much pain you've been through, and I just wanted to share anything that could even possibly help, not in the way of pushing you in any direction.

 

[NeoN0va]

are you alright luv? I understand that feeling of comfort when you know it's an option there, I feel the same. However, you said it always gets worse around November, I can relate to that. Do you think you could have anything like SAD? (seasonal affective disorder, seasonal depression). Not that I'm trying to diagnose but if you do have anything like that, you could maybe do something to help yourself out through that time :)
It's just something to keep in mind. ♡
the fact that you seem so extremely happy to go just goes to show how much pain you've been through, and I just wanted to share anything that could even possibly help, not in the way of pushing you in any direction.

Me and many of my friends told me that it could be seasonal depression, but i realised that it lasts all year long, its just that there are times when i can distract myself way better than the other times. Im saying it gets worse in november due to the fact that in the past 2 years all of the worst events of my life happened in november-early december, thats why it gets worse.