I have desire but no courage.

[DivineSpark]

It is frustrating. Can anyone relate?

 

[SVEN]

I'm guessing a majority of members totally get where you're at.

 

[depressedinsomniac]

yes totally...it is a push pull force feedback pressure system in my view...if you have enough si to want to live investigate living...when life becomes unbearably painful to a certain point your courage/bravery to ctb will increase...it's a tough situation. i truly wish there was a medical process for it. Something painless. I imagine one would still need to be thoroughly vetted. But what people end up going through is terrible. There has to be a better way.