Venting I have a weird coping mechanism i guess--?

[aeri]

Goooosh when i'm too depressed, really sad, on the edge, almost commiting suicide like yea at the bottom, the worst and all
SUDDENLY
I
I
I get so frikin horny. For reaaal. And then i feel less suicidal. I find that kinda annoying. I would almost prefer to be always at my worst than having suddenly all this needs

 

[faust]

Well, this probably won't work for you, but I am planning not to sleep for 2-3 days before I go, I know I will be very exhausted and CTB will be almost equal to going to bed.

 

[Mr2005]

Depression is known to affect libido but that's never been the case with me