I hate weekends

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I feel a little better during weeks because I'm mostly alone at home and everyone is working and at least I'm at home watching TV. Friday arrives and the weekend and I start thinking that most people be having fun and enjoying life and I'm here, in bed, crying. And the person I like that don't even care about me must be seeing other girls and that hurts a lot.

 

[ClownMe]

I hate all days. I used to like weekends slightly more than weekdays, but nowadays I hate both equally.

 

[lili]

I feel the same way. That's why I got rid of social media such as Instagram and Facebook, because I don't like to see what other people are up to that didn't invite me.

It does feel a lot more peaceful once eliminating social media. But still weekends are dreadful.

Probably a reason why I've been posting a lot on this website.

I also fell accidentally in love with someone else that I shouldn't have. I added myself again to a what's app chat that he is in. And seeing him freely post there is painful. He doesn't care about me.

I wish I had a heart of stone that could move on and brush off anyone and detect miles away when someone doesn't care and protect myself. But I fall in love too easily and it happened with this guy. I hate falling in love.

I wish to know how to handle this better.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, every day of the week is depressing and miserable. I do not want anymore days, I only want non existence as nothing can hurt me then. I'm sorry that you are suffering, living really is painful. I wish you the best.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I feel the same way. That's why I got rid of social media such as Instagram and Facebook, because I don't like to see what other people are up to that didn't invite me.

It does feel a lot more peaceful once eliminating social media. But still weekends are dreadful.

Probably a reason why I've been posting a lot on this website.

I also fell accidentally in love with someone else that I shouldn't have. I added myself again to a what's app chat that he is in. And seeing him freely post there is painful. He doesn't care about me.

I wish I had a heart of stone that could move on and brush off anyone and detect miles away when someone doesn't care and protect myself. But I fall in love too easily and it happened with this guy. I hate falling in love.

I wish to know how to handle this better.

Exactly. I did the same. I deleted all my social media accounts this week.

I haven't seen any news either, I've just been in my refuge, in my room, with my cat, watching TV and in a way it has done me good.

And I agree, it has made me spend more time here in ss.

I feel you. I'm the same, I give everything I have to people and it doesn't protect me and I always end up getting hurt.

Thank you for your support. If you want we can talk someday by PM.

I hate all days. I used to like weekends slightly more than weekdays, but nowadays I hate both equally.

If you don't mind asking, why did you like the weekend more?

In my case, every day of the week is depressing and miserable. I do not want anymore days, I only want non existence as nothing can hurt me then. I'm sorry that you are suffering, living really is painful. I wish you the best.

Thank you I always enjoy your comments and posts. I'm sorry you feel this way too.

 

[CommitSudoku]

I feel a little better during weeks because I'm mostly alone at home and everyone is working and at least I'm at home watching TV. Friday arrives and the weekend and I start thinking that most people be having fun and enjoying life and I'm here, in bed, crying. And the person I like that don't even care about me must be seeing other girls and that hurts a lot.

Oof I feel this so much. I just woke up and I didn't have to get up to an alarm but I just have an incredible dread. I haven't even got up yet. What will I do with this time? Struggle to feel like even feeding myself and existing while desperately hoping someone will reach out and fill the emptiness when I can't reach out myself?

And then those people, or person, I can't move on from, she for one will never reach out. But she'll be on my mind always.

I honestly don't think much about others having fun though. I'm too consumed with myself. Having lost nearly all ability to enjoy things, I don't know what is fun that people could be doing. Pets make sense, give your cat a pet from me. Maybe those of us on SS need to organize a watching party of something together. But we're nearly all probably too depressed or otherwise unable so we remain mostly alone. I use SS to cope/fill the time/void as well. No other social media, it's just depressing for me. I hope that she who is ever on my mind can find happiness though, honestly. I could never bring her it, which hurts, but I can no longer even try to so I'll do my best to remain out of her life.

 

[OnlyWinOnce]

Every day feels the same to me: just a slow trudge through hell, putting on a facade of happiness for others so no one sees your hurt; so no one can see how much you want to die.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Oof I feel this so much. I just woke up and I didn't have to get up to an alarm but I just have an incredible dread. I haven't even got up yet. What will I do with this time? Struggle to feel like even feeding myself and existing while desperately hoping someone will reach out and fill the emptiness when I can't reach out myself?

And then those people, or person, I can't move on from, she for one will never reach out. But she'll be on my mind always.

I honestly don't think much about others having fun though. I'm too consumed with myself. Having lost nearly all ability to enjoy things, I don't know what is fun that people could be doing. Pets make sense, give your cat a pet from me. Maybe those of us on SS need to organize a watching party of something together. But we're nearly all probably too depressed or otherwise unable so we remain mostly alone. I use SS to cope/fill the time/void as well. No other social media, it's just depressing for me. I hope that she who is ever on my mind can find happiness though, honestly. I could never bring her it, which hurts, but I can no longer even try to so I'll do my best to remain out of her life.

I really can relate with you and your feelings. Even my hygiene and diet have degraded. And I'm always in bed.

At least we have each other in the website and we can talk to each other. That is what makes my days better.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Me too

 

[Talvikki]