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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
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Since a few weeks ago, I see a nightmare everyday. One of my reason for ctb is this. Too tired to see those terrible nightmares. I don't want to wake up in nighttime by it. But I am so afraid because I might stuck in endless nightmare after I died. I know it won't because my brain would dead and can do nothing, but this makes a person quite irrational. I really want to escape from this situation.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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I don't dream nightmares. Reality is a nightmare. Dreaming is an escape.
 
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k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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Have you ever tried taking prazosin? I'm prescribed that for severe PTSD nightmares, and it helps.
 
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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
143
I don't dream nightmares. Reality is a nightmare. Dreaming is an escape.
Yes, reality is also a nightmare for me. I agree with you. But I dream a nightmare also in nighttime. Dreaming was an escape for me, but not anymore.
Have you ever tried taking prazosin? I'm prescribed that for severe PTSD nightmares, and it helps.
I've never heard about that medication. Thanks for your suggestion.
 
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k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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I've never heard about that medication. Thanks for your suggestion.
It's a prescription migraine medicine, but at certain doses is used to treat nightmares. I think it's definitely worth trying. I didn't think anything would work for mine, but it really helps. I still have bad dreams, but it's way better than before.
 
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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
143
It's a prescription migraine medicine, but at certain doses is used to treat nightmares. I think it's definitely worth trying. I didn't think anything would work for mine, but it really helps. I still have bad dreams, but it's way better than before.
I'm thinking of ctbing in this january, but I really appreciate you:happy:
 
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Graham

Graham

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Wondering why these posts pop up as new?

Also wondering if you're still here?
 

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