i hate self pity

[vodkabuck]

it's fucking frustrating,
i wish i had some major life event or trauma that would at least give me an excuse but i just can't do this for long.
suppose i can blame brain chemistry or some shit but i've tried everything
i hate that for all i know i'm simply like this for no reason
whatever

 

[Ki_Nam]

I have trouble forgiving myself. I don't see that as self-pity though.