I hate myself

[Steamm]

I hate myself so much that I want to die the most painful way to punish myself

 

[Mr2005]

I feel like that sometimes I just don't want to be the one to feel it.

 

[selfhater]

i feel that too, u r not alone

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I am so sorry for your suffering. I hope you don't die the most painful way.

 

[Soraa]

I hate myself too. I self-harm but I am too scared to die using a painful method. You are brave.

 

[PrettyMoose]

Ironically enough, to die in the most painful way is to not commit suicide and to die from illness in old age.

 

[MoreThanAFeeling]

I want to die the most painful way to punish myself

You are already punished with existence. You don't have to punish yourself more.

 

[PartingGlass]

Yeah, I've about shooting myself through the heart instead of the head for this exact reason.

 

[highlyvolatile]

I feel the same. .

 

[Kassender]

Yeah, me too.
I can't take those feelings anymore.
It's really getting intense when im drunk...
Yet all i want to do is drink, talk about being stupid...

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Yeah, me too.
I can't take those feelings anymore.
It's really getting intense when im drunk...
Yet all i want to do is drink, talk about being stupid...

drink to numb the shit, yet the drink intensifies the shit, its a mess!!

 

[jonionl]

I hate myself too. I'm just a waste of space and my life is hopeless. I want to hurt myself in lots of ways, but I'm worried that I won't die and I'll just end up in a worse situation, such as being paralysed etc.