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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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I'm so tired. I'm so sick of everything. I do not want to be alive anymore. Everyone makes me angry.
Most of all I just hate myself.

Every morning I wake up and look in the mirror and my day is ruined. I just don't like myself.
It's hard for me to relate to people who do not hate themselves. I cannot comprehend people who like themselves but are suicidal because my main gripe with life is MYSSELF. I just do not like myself at all. There is nothing about myself I like.

The shows I enjoy I hate myself for enjoying. The job I have I hate, and I know I am an idiot for having it (and not a better job).
I fucking HATE myself. I HATE myself.

I Hate myself. I do not life myself. I am so scared of death. my ideal death is someone running up on me and just BLAST?ing my head in so i dont have to continue being a failure.

I literally have NO WORTH in life. I only bring sadness and pain to others. I love how people LIE and say "oh everyone brings something to the table."

The truth is that some people are eternally "bad vibes." I will never bring happiness to any other human because I am a blackhole of misery and self hatred.





How is everyone elseaas Wednesday?
For every like I get I will hit myslef
 
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Manfrotto99

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Oct 10, 2023
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You explained perfectly how I feel about myself too. Every morning I wake up and I just look at myself and am filled with such anger and hatred at myself, for being the looser who I am and useless good for nothing, for not being able to change it. I think we are only worth what others perceive us as and if that is a worthless ugly piece of discardable crap, then that is what I am and I need to go.
 
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Nov 15, 2024
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Do you hate yourself because you've done bad things in the past?
Why do you hate yourself?
Imagine that you're someone else trying to explain to me why I should hate "you"
 

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