AgathaChristieLover
Student
- Jul 16, 2026
- 118
I'm in college, I'm over 18 but she still controls everything. my entire life is controlled by her. I remember the first time I grasped this was in third grade. I lived in a quiet suburban neighborhood with a police station one minute away and very little traffic. I wasn't allowed to go outside without her watching. I couldn't cross the road without asking her. she told me this would change when I got older. My only solace was in deserts. I used to eat an entire 12 pack of ice cream sandwiches a day, my mom would happily go to the store and buy some more. it was 8th grade, I was older but I couldn't cross the street without asking her, I could go outside but not past the street and not without her watching from the window. I remember I liked birds, so when I saw a bird in the backyard, I went to check it. but my mom was gone, so when she found me I had the chewing out of a lifetime. the backyard fence is 10 feet tall I had friends, but I never got to hang out with them. They went outside, which was a problem. Of the three hangouts with my friends I attended over the course of those 2 years. The first one was at the library, and when the other two suggested hanging out outside on the back entrance, I was petrified. those three hours were the most stressful of my entire life I was dreading her arriving, second she picked me up super early cause she wanted to know my friends better, the third doesn't matter. After that, I couldn't hang out. Not just because she forced me to do marching band which is very tiring but because she tired me. constant prying, I can't open this phone without being asked what I'm looking at what the groupchats I'm on are sending etc. And nothing makes her happy she refuses to eat and then complains about not eating to me every little thing is up to be critiqued snd I cant get mad or sad or anything but happy because she cooks she takes me to the practices she made me do and she slaves over me and even if I do nothing wrong shell just steal something from my room and then ask me to find it and get mad at me when I can't and I'm in college but she still controls me
