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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
234
If I had been living on my own, I would have CTB'd by now because I wouldn't have to worry about them questioning me on a package so I could have just CTBd there and just been done with it. Unfortunately living with my family is far too dangerous to buy SN now and I hopefully move out this week into a condo. Worst part of all my parents are ultra pro lifers.
 
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dissolved_girl

dissolved_girl

i'll be gone soon.
Mar 16, 2025
16
this is so real. my parents just wont let me go. im sorry that you have to live through this pain, hope things get better and that you find peace :)
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
234
this is so real. my parents just wont let me go. im sorry that you have to live through this pain, hope things get better and that you find peace :)
I hopefully will CTB with SN by april. I am sick of this existence I serve no purpose in.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,439
I understand as I just wish to cease existing as well, I see so much cruelty in how many wish to force and prolong the suffering of others no matter what even know this existence was imposed in the first place but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,701
Im in the same situation, So I cant test my SN since they never leave and I want to die in my own bed
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
476
And the worst part is being over-controlled and constantly lacking privacy. It's not right. It causes me more despair and suffering.
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
234
Im in the same situation, So I cant test my SN since they never leave and I want to die in my own bed
Lucky you for being able to get it before they can see it.
 
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