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I hate how I can't kill myself.

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Apr 29, 2021
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I'm so scared, too fucking scared. I know there won't be a me to feel, and oblivion doesn't even feel like forever because to feel forever means to feel something. Everyday my brain tortures me because of everything that's happened in my life that was out of my control. I hate being here. I hate being alive. I want it all to be over. The worst part is we all die. Whether we want to or not and to you, it's as if you never existed. So what's the fucking point of prolonging it? Why am I still here Why am I so fucking scared. Fuck me and my fuck ass life. Somebody just kill me in my sleep with 0 pain please, holy fucking shit.

I am suffering.
 
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