i hate everything and everyone

[TheHatedOne]

im sick of being regarded as sc*m as a cancer as something worse than a monster, im sick of this non stop state of pain, existence is pain and i feel pain every millisecond of my life i want to sleep and froget this bullshit but i cant instead i have to face people i absolutely despise and be annoyed. i cant anymore. i hate everything i hate everyone i want everything to burn.

 

[Makko]

Good. Let the hatred flow through you

 

[Bruces]

Me too,I despise all aspects of life
Death is freedom

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I want absolutely nothing to do with life. I do not want to participate in life at all. I see existence as horrible and unnecessary, because of course we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. There is unlimited potential for suffering in this life. I feel a need to isolate myself from other people, as people frustrate and irritate me. I can relate to just wanting to sleep, it is all I look forward too.

 

[Red]

I'm reluctant to admit it but find myself feeling this way more and more often. I try so goddamn hard to push through it, to be nice and kind and calm but nearly everything and everyone is just so damn horrible that it all seems to render my efforts utterly pointless.

At my worst, everything just winds me up as if it's placed there solely to annoy me, from the godawful people and stuff outside my house to the godawful people and stuff inside it. I only really like my husband and one of my two cats - the other one is an asshole. Everything and everyone else is pretty much kept at arms length for fear of it breaking past the barriers and hurting me, or pissing me off.

On the days where I can try to be optimistic and shrug off some off the crap, it just piles up gradually until I'm crushed underneath it again. If I let down those barriers for just a little while something sneaks in and maims me and I need to shut myself off from everything again out of fear, pain and revulsion.

Yay life.