I had a dream

[ikkii]

Where my life is perfect my ex was still there, my father is still alive laughing, my old friends are there, we were traveling dont know where, we were happy, i am happy. and then i woke up, processing that all of these was just a dream. now i feel severely depressed/crying i just want to die. i hope when i sleep tonight i wont wake up, ill be there with them happy, even knowing its all just a dream. life is a living hell, i better prepare SN fast before school starts.

 

[TrynaChingMyself]

Waking up is the worst part of the day. Hope you feel better and find peace

 

[SuicidalPlushie]

i had only one dream like this too, every friend and family member were with me preparing food on the lake side and i was laughing and happy, dreams never end sorry for you for feeling this way :(

 

[Lost Magic]

I feel your pain. I too have had dreams about the past and people I cared about doing cool things. Then I wake up. It sucks!

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really is so devastating and painful. I'm sorry that you suffer so much. For me waking up is such a horrible feeling knowing that I am still here and that I did not die in my sleep. I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I have dreams like that sometimes too, but it's my mom who is there, since she is the one I lost. The good friends I used to have that I burned bridges with for stupid shit are often there too, and it sucks when I wake up. It would be nice if we could stay asleep forever and live in a reality where those dreams are real life.