Story I had a dream

[666razorblade]

I had a dream last night where I ctb by hanging. In my own bedroom, I tied a noose and attached it to the bar in my wardrobe. It was a partial suspension, and I remember it vividly. I woke up and was a little bit disappointed that it wasn't real.

It was interesting, because I probably wouldn't go by hanging if I was really going to do it, though it would be up there as a plan B of sorts. I think I'd go with SWB, which I've been fascinated by since you could make it look like some kind of accident. But yeah, interesting dream.

 

[Huntfish34]

I know what you mean, I sometimes have dreams where I CTB. But they are by gunshot to the head.

Kinda crazy how some dreams can feel so Damn fckn real, while others I actually "know " it's a dream in some sort of way. Kinda weird / interesting Imo.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's very much understandable dreaming about suicide if one is thinking about it a lot when they are awake, I personally find it difficult to remember what I dreamed about, I just forget.

 

[jemetire]

I just had a dream about ctbing with SN and after I drank the SN I immediately regretted it and I was so scared, because I started to feel the symptoms like headache and heavy breathing and I felt very dizzy. Somehow I did not die in my dream, but now I do not want to ctb in real life (and I am apparently not suicidal anymore for now…?)

 

[ctb-soon]

I had a dream last night where I ctb by hanging. In my own bedroom, I tied a noose and attached it to the bar in my wardrobe. It was a partial suspension, and I remember it vividly. I woke up and was a little bit disappointed that it wasn't real.

It was interesting, because I probably wouldn't go by hanging if I was really going to do it, though it would be up there as a plan B of sorts. I think I'd go with SWB, which I've been fascinated by since you could make it look like some kind of accident. But yeah, interesting dream.

I've had dreams like that. I just slip away with the words to myself. "Don't fight it. Just let it happen".

 

[アホペンギン]

I remember, i also had a dream of ctbing. I won't go into too much detail because it was long but i ctbed with SN and i ordered it from china