I don't know if I'll be able to pull of hanging out of fear. My preferred option would be N, honestly. Just taking it, listening to some music and drifting off to sleep sounds pretty great, ya know?
Will it always be available? I don't have money right now so it's not an option. You think I'll still be able to get it easily, say, 6 months - 1 year from now?
I really just want to know that I always have a way out if things don't work out. I mean, I'm pretty sure my life is over but there's always that nagging hope. I think a couple more years of shit will finally get me to the point where I've had enough.
Will it always be available? I don't have money right now so it's not an option. You think I'll still be able to get it easily, say, 6 months - 1 year from now?
I really just want to know that I always have a way out if things don't work out. I mean, I'm pretty sure my life is over but there's always that nagging hope. I think a couple more years of shit will finally get me to the point where I've had enough.
