Story I gave me 3 years to change my life but nothing change everything became worse and worse

[LongWayAlone]

Hey fellow, so i was giving like 3 years to try to have a better life try to give a chance to this, but my life just became a f*ckin hell, i lost everything i will get +30yo no home, no friends, no family, schizophrenia, so the final date has reach
Joined Mar 28, 2023

The time is now over, i lurked the forum for 3 years to find best way to CTB in peace, but look like only some people have access to like DSL or stuff like this so as always even my death will be not peaceful but yeah it's like this, life is hard even death seem hard to go peacefully, i will CTB in the week incoming, since i don't have SN or whatever i will just shoot heroin until OD. Thanks everyone for all your post, hope you will all find peace in the afterworld if there is one, love you guy <3

 

[Wojaczek]

all i can say is, i hope you change your mind but obviously i completely get it if you don't.

life is incredibly torturous

 

[LongWayAlone]

all i can say is, i hope you change your mind but obviously i completely get it if you don't.

life is incredibly torturous

My mind is already set, i tried for 3 years to become a better person, having a better life, but all failed like my entire life, i'm a failure and that it nothing to do. I will miss you SS for real thanks for those 3 years even if i didn't post a lot i was always here watching you fellow <3 Thanks you was like the only place i was feeling good and without judgment hope the site will stay up for long <3
The saddest part is that even dead i will be alone, no one will show to my funeral that pretty sad but what can i do more life is shit fck this world

This world is Hell