Venting I FUCKING RUINED EVERYTHING I HATE MYSELF I AM EMBARRASSSING!!!!

[idelttoilfsadness21]

WHYYYYYYYY whyyy did I have to be BORNNNN!!!

I fucking asked him for sex and fucking embarrassed myself;f@!!!!! he is so damn cute why did I have to be a pig!!! I feel like he was disgusted with me!!!! fucking hell!!!!

why do cute guys hate meeeee!!! T^T


FUCK YOU WORLD I wananna fucking di4eeeeeeee

why did I fucking ask him!!!!! Y^Y

 

[ma0]

people get horny sometimes, fact of life. not your fault :/

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

people get horny sometimes, fact of life. not your fault :/

he was so damn cute too and was nice... it felt like he was okay with it... we both were like interested in the other... was it that I didn't shower? what oh god... I fucking hate myself... fuck you 21 fuck you life!!! Y^Y