I fucked up

[Sadness20]

I really did fuck up. I bought meds that will make me end up in the psych ward if I take them. I won't specify since you will just try to talk me out of it, because it's stupid af. But each time I bought them, I took them and ended up in the psych ward. I don't know if I can turn back now, after I bought them. Aaaah, fuck. The thing is that it just helps to know I tried to commit suicide. So I really want to

 

[FuneralCry]

I would personally only attempt ctb if it was certain that it would succeed, the fear of failure is what holds me back personally. It sounds so awful being stuck in a psych ward, but I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, and I hope you find relief from your suffering.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I really did fuck up. I bought meds that will make me end up in the psych ward if I take them. I won't specify since you will just try to talk me out of it, because it's stupid af. But each time I bought them, I took them and ended up in the psych ward. I don't know if I can turn back now, after I bought them. Aaaah, fuck. The thing is that it just helps to know I tried to commit suicide. So I really want to

No one here tries to talk you INTO, or OUT OF, anything. I've never seen anyone on SS who does that. It's your life and only you can decide what's right for you.