I feel trapped in life against my will.

[Zzzzz]

Life is nothing but a miserable burden and chore to me. I try to do my best to survive, but it is nothing but a shitty job to me. I'm a reluctant employee in life, nothing more. There's NO joy or happiness I feel at all. Maybe 95% of the time life is absolute shit for me. 5% it's actually enjoyable. Maybe 1% of the time on second thought. It is wrong that someone should have to live if they really aren't interested in it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. I personally do not see living as being enjoyable at all, and I just see life as being pointless suffering. Each day is very long and depressing. I have never wanted to be here and I never will. I also feel trapped. It is so unfair how suicide is this difficult. Our right to die should be respected and it is cruel to expect people to suffer until old age against their wishes. None of us asked for this life in the first place anyway.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Our right to die should be respected and it is cruel to expect people to suffer until old age against their wishes.

Amen.

 

[jimmy7754]

If only I viewed death as something good but really as an atheist there is nothing even good after death.. we are all just trying to sustain an unsustainable nightmare while spinning on a rock in space.. it's so hard to live up to the expectations your on in school and when "real life" hits you it's just a repetitive mundane tortuous experience to slave for money and vote for a puppeteer.. it's a nightmare really I can't say there's anything truly good waiting in death either.. I think that's why a lot of people go mad on this website.. there's nothing really romantic about suicide besides that perceived relief and hope for an endorphin or dmt rush in your last moments of breathe..

This is all my opinion though and I cannot say it's capital T true for you or others but this is how I usually think about it and it's just we're trapped in a nightmare that leads to nothing…