Venting I feel so useless

[onthelastday]

I just tried to tie a noose, but even that I failed. I saw step-by-step videos and I still couldn't, I want to kill myself this morning, I want everything to end soon, I'm useless even for that

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. It is difficult to ctb, I understand that. If it was easier I would be already gone. I also want to be free from this life. We all deserve an peaceful exit on our own terms, it isn't as though we asked to be born in the first place. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[onthelastday]

I'm sorry you are suffering. It is difficult to ctb, I understand that. If it was easier I would be already gone. I also want to be free from this life. We all deserve an peaceful exit on our own terms, it isn't as though we asked to be born in the first place. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

u too

 

[AntHydra]

You're not useless, it's just difficult, way more difficult than it has any right to be. It won't work most times and you have to practice a lot to get to where you can make even one attempt with a shot at success. Eventually though, we'll get it right. Determination is everything.

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

No one is useless... and tying a noose is hard, I'd mess that up too.

 

[Ghostgirl]

I feel you I've messed up too.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

In no way you're useless. I don't think it's easy to tie a noose. And overall, I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. I understand what it feels like. These kinda feelings are dangerously overwhelming…. I hope you'll feel better

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

You're not useless, it's just difficult, way more difficult than it has any right to be. It won't work most times and you have to practice a lot to get to where you can make even one attempt with a shot at success. Eventually though, we'll get it right. Determination is everything.

I really like your attitude!

 

[DarkNearDeath]

It's ok to fail. There's time. Maybe it wasn't the right time.

 

[Bleunoir]

You wouldn't believe how many times I messed up that knot . Or just stood in my bathroom with the rope around my head crying and feeling hopeless and yet not able to take that last step. It's hard for everyone. We are survival machines , all wired up to keep on going no matter what . You are not useless. Hugs