I feel so unwanted...

[TheHatedOne]

Everyone around me gets along with each other, I've never been given a chance to express myself or anything.

How much I wish I had a conversation with someone and be understood, receive some decency and common sense and be treated like an equal and not some underdeveloped disgusting walking trash. My heart hurts I don't know anymore I don't even have energy to hit my head on the wall or scream or pull my hair or any other form of self harm. I don't know anymore. I'm hurt. That's all.

 

[Sittichmutter]

I am at work now. otherwise I would love talking to you.
Hope you feel better.
Lots of love to you.

 

[orangepotato]

I KNOW that I'm unwanted. I get it, no one wants me and no one loves me. Don't worry, I'll be dead soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. It can be painful to feel unwanted. However it sounds as though other people are the problem. People are just so cruel and disappointing. I wish you the best.

 

[Chisel]

I know how you feel, it's unfair that we live in world where everyone and everything thing is measured on a global popularity contest.
And if you anyway shape or form slightly disadvantaged your cast into the under currents, deceived and used or laughed at and cast aside.
For me what hurts the most is I'm forced into leaving this world because of similar things but forced to leave my little girl behind.
I hate this world and every unfair thing about it.
But I love her so much but also cannot live with the massive disappointment to her im going to end up being.
As with everything in my life I loose out because others are selfish and cruel and I was born to this world a little bit different and not as well adjusted and clever.
So I must suffer the most for things I did not ask for or wish for.

 

[forgotten15]

I am very sorry you are going through this. I can relate because I am hurting from this as well. I hope we someday find peace. All i can say is this world is definitely not for me, happiness is not for me.