I feel so alone

[come to dust]

There is basically nowhere I can have a conversation about my suicidal desires freely and get comfort, comraderie and understanding.

All there is is this forum which isnt a real time conversation, just posts and comments every few hours. And a few mostly dead group chats.

The prolifers have successfully destroyed any possible community and conservation we might have been able to enjoy. One more reason to kill myself.

 

[Worndown]

We have chat available. It is not perfect but it is better than nothing. Almost everyone tries to preserve their privacy. That is an unfortunate requirement due to the sites...controversial nature.

 

[Zegers]

I talk about it with support groups in TG, Discord and so on, i don't need to tell anyone that have the idea of ctb.

 

[VirtualSnow]

Even though the format might not be the most optimal for some people, the forum is still a great resource, aside from this, I've used things like Omegle, Discord and all of that, but considering the amount of trolls and ill-intentioned people in general, I'm not sure if those sites are any good.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all, we live in a world where suicide is so stigmatised and our right to die is not respected. Of course the society tries to prevent conversation about wanting to die as they want to try to force us to live until we die from old age. The society sees suicide as something wrong, irrational and is something that must always be prevented. It would be a positive thing if suicidal people were able to open up about wanting to die and not be judged for doing so. In a world like this wanting suicide can be perfectly rational after all so it should be able to be discussed. Stopping suicide conversation would just make people feel more isolated and desperate.