I feel powerless to CTB.

[Zzzzz]

The last few days have been the hardest of my life. And I still failed to CTB. I'm beginning to feel like I don't have a choice.

 

[little helpers]

Idk if we can still talk about planning at this point. on SS, I mean. failing attempts is terribly frustrating. I get it. in your situation, even more so.

only thing I can say is keep planning. make sure everything is in place to get it right.

really sorry to hear 'bout this. sending you hugs.
( ; _ ; )/~~~

 

[Zzzzz]

Idk if we can still talk about planning at this point. on SS, I mean. failing attempts is terribly frustrating. I get it. in your situation, even more so.

only thing I can say is keep planning. make sure everything is in place to get it right.

really sorry to hear 'bout this. sending you hugs.
( ; _ ; )/~~~

I had a plan. But I don't think I can overcome SI right now. I may have to try to improve my life in some ways, if I am going to live. I need to reduce my suffering and create as much happiness for myself that I can.

 

[FuneralCry]

It can be dreadful when everything is hopeless, life is very unfair. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel how the society expects people to suffer against their wishes. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. The SI can be very frustrating, it is determined to keep us suffering.

 

[Julgran]

I had a plan. But I don't think I can overcome SI right now. I may have to try to improve my life in some ways, if I am going to live. I need to reduce my suffering and create as much happiness for myself that I can.

Take a breather - you don't need to do anything right now. Have a try at sorting out your life if you want. You can always come back here