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daytonight

New Member
Mar 28, 2025
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Hello, I keep reading through posts and it seems like getting a method that works is so difficult. I had been thinking of taking a bunch of hydrocodone but it sounds like I would just puke it all up. I guess I'm just kind of venting. I have never felt as hopeless as I do right now. It seems like even suicide is to easy to mess up and just make things worse.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand as I also just wish for a reliable way to be gone, it just feels so cruel how I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in peace with no more pain, no more suffering, I see so much cruelty in how trying to not exist can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering as a result, all I personally hope for is to never exist ever again, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 

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