Venting I feel like my brain is simultaneously rotting and on fire

[BitterlyAlive]

Everything feels dull and pointless, boring, my brain feels kinda foggy. At the same time, I just feel agitated. Music is grating, reading is frustrating, listening to my cat groom herself beside me is incredibly annoying. I don't know what to do with myself. Maybe I'll just try to drug myself to sleep.

I forgot to take my meds for a couple of days, or I just didn't care, and I feel like maybe taking them again after a short break could be why I feel like this? Bah.

 

[Ghost2211]

Maybe.... it's not good to start and stop meds like that. Hopefully it balances out soon.

 

[PointlessStruggle]

Sometimes everything is frustrating. My dog scritching on my door is sometimes endearing and sometimes infuriating

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Maybe.... it's not good to start and stop meds like that. Hopefully it balances out soon.

True. I'm usually better about taking meds than this...

Sometimes everything is frustrating. My dog scritching on my door is sometimes endearing and sometimes infuriating

Yeah, maybe I'm just in a mood again. Although listening to animals licking themselves is never fun. She was grooming for over 10 minutes omg

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Although listening to animals licking themselves is never fun.

LOL eeeeuwwww!
Sorry you feel so bad , hope it passes soon.

 

[sadworld]

You should take your meds again. I hope you feel better soon! Hugs

 

[BitterlyAlive]

LOL eeeeuwwww!
Sorry you feel so bad , hope it passes soon.

Feeling a bit better today, I guess.

You should take your meds again. I hope you feel better soon! Hugs

I took them again today. Feeling alright I guess. Lol.

 

[Lupgevif]

For how long you didn't take your meds? I'd spend days without mine, until I got fed up with the abstinence, took them again, and at least by the next day I'd feel better, as long as I kept taking them. Just don't take those words as absolute truth, but for me, abstinence was easy to get rid of.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

For how long you didn't take your meds? I'd spend days without mine, until I got fed up with the abstinence, took them again, and at least by the next day I'd feel better, as long as I kept taking them. Just don't take those words as absolute truth, but for me, abstinence was easy to get rid of.

I think it was two days. Why would you stop? This time I forgot, but when I was younger I'd go a day or two because I just didn't care lol

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Although listening to animals licking themselves is never fun.

Sorry about that, I got bored.

I hope you're doing a bit better today

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Sorry about that, I got bored.

I hope you're doing a bit better today

Lmao. That was unexpected! I just feel sad. Better than agitated.

 

[Lupgevif]

I think it was two days. Why would you stop? This time I forgot, but when I was younger I'd go a day or two because I just didn't care lol

Same. I'd forget for small periods, but if I spent long without it, it was because I chose to.