i feel like i’m finally ready

[worthlessdisaster]

i haven't been here very long. i posted a few comments. but i think saturday will be my day. i might change my mind if i feel like i'm not doing it right but i've been practicing and i'm pretty sure i'm ready. i have nobody to say bye to except my kitty cat and she will be staying with my ex who was the final straw. i'm not saying it's his fault just that he's what finally pushed me over the edge. i didn't tell anyone because i don't need the comments of how stupid i am. but i know i'm safe here. so i'll be CTB on saturday unless something doesn't feel right and i'll try again. i don't want to waste this up and wake up around people pretending to care. i want to stay asleep. i'm going to be using the night night method. everyone here is so amazing. even on our worst days we always have something to say to help someone else. it makes me feel safe. thank you

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry you're feeling like this!

Whatever you do, I just wish you the best and lots of love and peace.

Take care, pal.

 

[BandAddict]

You seem lovely, I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Sherri]

Sorry you feeling down, wish you good luck on whatever decision you might take . A big hug to you, if you decide to stick a little longer that's ok too, you seem like a nice person like the comment above mentioned.

 

[fred farkle]

good luck in whatever you decide.

 

[Anco]

i haven't been here very long. i posted a few comments. but i think saturday will be my day. i might change my mind if i feel like i'm not doing it right but i've been practicing and i'm pretty sure i'm ready. i have nobody to say bye to except my kitty cat and she will be staying with my ex who was the final straw. i'm not saying it's his fault just that he's what finally pushed me over the edge. i didn't tell anyone because i don't need the comments of how stupid i am. but i know i'm safe here. so i'll be CTB on saturday unless something doesn't feel right and i'll try again. i don't want to waste this up and wake up around people pretending to care. i want to stay asleep. i'm going to be using the night night method. everyone here is so amazing. even on our worst days we always have something to say to help someone else. it makes me feel safe. thank you

I've been there I know it sucks but really think maybe it will change I'm waiting on a better day know probably won't come and I should give up and will but 1 more day of the worst neighbors and their inherent love of Styrofoam and the destruction of my sanity and mankind