I feel like I'm such a loser and a low life that I'm the example people point to of what not to be or end up as in life.
anyone else feel the same?
anyone else feel the same?
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Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
Definitely feel the same on multiple levels. Sometimes I do try to use my failures to educate others. But people are going to do whatever they want ultimately. I know there's some really good advice that I've ignored through the years.
Good4Nothing
Unlovable
- May 8, 2020
- 1,860
"We are the people our parents warned us about".
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
I tell the youngsters what I wish I'd been told. Of course they hate it. Doesn't really matter to be quite honest. They need to hear it. They'll either thank me one day or they'll wish they'd listened because at the moment I don't think they realise how good they've actually got it. I didn't
raindrops
Someday, eventually
- Mar 29, 2020
- 484
yep I feel like I'm cautionary tale for sure.
I do have a job I love, doesn't pay well though and when it's winter there is no work
it's basically a summer job...I'm 27 and have a fkn summer job!
I remember my ex-partner driving me to work once, we were in the carpark and across from us was a man I work with, he's probably in his 50's,
anyway I wasn't getting along with this guy, I told my partner all about him, I pointed and said "oh that's him I'm not getting on with"
he replied "imagine having a job like this at his age"
I started crying, asking why he would say that when I do the same job!! tbh he probably left me because I'm always crying.
When he said that, I felt so worthless, like my life really is pointless.
I didn't finish high school I have no GCSE's, I did some college but it's nothing great and never been to uni. Only ever had this job I do.
On top of all of that I have a criminal record, nothing insanely crazy serious, sounds awful though so I'm scared to apply for jobs.Yea I had a very terrible life outcome. I aborted my kids, became a prostitute, I've got genital herpes, and now I'm also totally impoverished. I think this Monday I'm goin to go through with ending it. Gonna clean up things over the weekend and prepare. I really hope I do not survive. I'm so close to being broke I need to use what money I have left to bail out with some dignity.
decafcoffee
Member
- Nov 15, 2019
- 85
i considered sex work many times in my life. honestly dont think id feel any guilt at all if i had an abortion, id be like Phew im glad this isnt banned where i live and i can do it for free. for me its so much worse to see someone fucking other people over in order to get ahead. you provided a service. i hope you get a peaceful end.
Lol! I do feel relief they did not come into this fucked up world but I do feel I commited a serious evil by consenting to the murder of my kids because they were not convenient. However they would have grown up poor and in section 8 welfare ghetto. Not exactly a great start for any child. Unlikely to have fathers who wanted to help.
decafcoffee
Member
- Nov 15, 2019
- 85
well one thing we do agree is that its good to think before bringing babies into this awful world. i wish more people were as thoughtful as you, you definitely did the right thing. being born into poverty is something no child deserves.
Especially where u might never get out of the poverty. Which often is the case nowadays. If u are born into poverty in the US especially since they have had the welfare state. It's likely u will remain in poverty bc they don't really educate the kids in the welfare schools.
