Method I feel like I might be ready to do it (not just try)

[Michelstaedter]

Due to the difficulties of thinking about whether I can find a SN, whether miraculously there is "N" somewhere available so that I can leave this world without pain, among other situations that make the feasibility of finding the perfect method more of a fantasy than a reality, I feel that hanging is the most affordable option, at least in my case.
The rope might be a problem, but I've watched videos and I have an idea of how it should be done. Sometimes I'm scared, but with alcohol and other substances, I feel brave, because my motivation is greater than the terror of being alive and continuing to suffer in a world I don't like.

 

[finalmission]

Full suspension or partial suspension hanging?

My method is either: drowing, jumping or partial hanging

 

[Michelstaedter]

Full suspension... Jumping must be terrifying because the moment you fall and hit the pavement, you might still be in agony. With hanging, at least, you lose consciousness within a few minutes.

 

[Hollowman]

Full suspension... Jumping must be terrifying because the moment you fall and hit the pavement, you might still be in agony. With hanging, at least, you lose consciousness within a few minutes.

If it's done right consciousness will be lost way faster than a few minutes.