KillingPain267
Visionary
- Apr 15, 2024
- 2,086
I dreamed that I had a mental breakdown, and that a former classmate who I was with (who is also pro-choice of suicide, but sadly fictional in this case as a result of just being a nightly dream) called a psychiatrist for me. The psychiatrist hugged me, I calmed down and, despite some paranoia about being institutionalized, I knew this mental health professional specializes in suicidal patients, but supports their right to ctb if ever, so I knew he wouldn't rat on me and send me to a closed psych ward just for being honest in my feelings about ctb.
I felt at peace, and it actually majorly calmed my suicidal ideation and urges in the dream after meeting him. I even woke up to reality from the dream somewhat calmer than usual.
If this dream reflects a potential reality which we could create, and I think it does, I think it will ironically help more to prevent suicide than any of the prohibitionist approaches most societies and medical fields use currently. Certainly, a lot of the stuff I have seen in places like here has helped me put off ctb more than any of the stuff I have heard in mainstream media.
I just wanted to share this somewhat impacting dream I had with you guys.
I felt at peace, and it actually majorly calmed my suicidal ideation and urges in the dream after meeting him. I even woke up to reality from the dream somewhat calmer than usual.
If this dream reflects a potential reality which we could create, and I think it does, I think it will ironically help more to prevent suicide than any of the prohibitionist approaches most societies and medical fields use currently. Certainly, a lot of the stuff I have seen in places like here has helped me put off ctb more than any of the stuff I have heard in mainstream media.
I just wanted to share this somewhat impacting dream I had with you guys.
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