I don’t want to live anymore

[Idontmatter]

I've come to the conclusion that no matter even if things are getting better I don't want to live. I was feeling better for a while and now I'm going right back to a dark place again in my head. Sorry for ranting. I just don't know how I should feel anymore besides feeling like a freak . Im back to feeling like everything is hopeless. Again sorry for ranting. The past couple of days I keep thinking about the sn I have and when and where I want to use it. I hate feeling like this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. I know that it is awful when things just get worse. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope you find relief from your pain.

 

[Lost Magic]

I feel the same. Just a numb feeling of despair and emptiness. God help us all!

 

[Idontmatter]

I feel the same. Just a numb feeling of despair and emptiness. God help us

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. I know that it is awful when things just get worse. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope you find relief from your pain.

I'm just angry that I was feeling better and had some hope but now my head is just bringing me right back to that dark place.

 

[DrownFeather]

It's ok, even if my life gone so well and everything alright, i will just still ctb because my mind is already can't be fixed in anyway, because the scars of the past have sculptured very deep in my soul

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

You and me both