Venting I don't want to like myself

[Deleted member 17949]

I hate this body so much. It looks like shit and it comes complete with a brain that can't manage any simple tasks without having a breakdown of some kind. I hate seeing everyone around me living happy lives and knowing that most of them were just born normal and never hand to beg for help to stop themselves from roping. It feels so unfair having to put in an insane amount of effort just to reach what most people would consider 'normal' and then still being expected to put in more effort to get some kind of productivity out of life. I want to cut myself into pieces. I hate myself - I don't want to learn to love myself, I want to be someone else and if that isn't possible I'd rather burn to death than keep living as this useless pile of waste.

 

[Elbarado]

why dont you like your body?

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Is your avatar from black clover?

I hate myself too. Other people seem to like me, idk why. I'd like to change places with someone for a day or a week even, I think it'd be a lot of fun but I don't think it would. I think my mind is just wrong, and I'm nothing without my mind, so should be waste.
I don't think that of other people, regardless of the scenario. Ain't that a bitch.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

why dont you like your body?

I'm an overall pretty ugly and creepy looking guy which sucks. Aside from that, I have no physical talent whatsoever. I haven't managed to pick up any sports since I'm so awful at all of them that I lose interest as everyone improves at a much faster rate than me.

Is your avatar from black clover?

I hate myself too. Other people seem to like me, idk why. I'd like to change places with someone for a day or a week even, I think it'd be a lot of fun but I don't think it would. I think my mind is just wrong, and I'm nothing without my mind, so should be waste.
I don't think that of other people, regardless of the scenario. Ain't that a bitch.

forgot where it's from tbh

Other people say nice things to me but nobody likes me. It's all just bs to make me feel better

 

[Red]

I'm an overall pretty ugly and creepy looking guy which sucks. Aside from that, I have no physical talent whatsoever. I haven't managed to pick up any sports since I'm so awful at all of them that I lose interest as everyone improves at a much faster rate than me.

forgot where it's from tbh

Other people say nice things to me but nobody likes me. It's all just bs to make me feel better

Dude you're very supportive and have offered many kind words to others in pain... You reach out to comfort others even though you are consumed by your own pain. People who can do that are a special breed, there are too many people who can only orbit themselves and their own issues!

I like that you're part of this community. I've been comforted by your words in times when I've been emotionally flailing, I believe you sell yourself short somewhat and should be proud of the strength and compassion that you show on a regular basis. I know that you don't feel like you offer much to the world, but you really do.

This is not a platitude, merely statement of fact. N if you don't like it...

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Dude you're very supportive and have offered many kind words to others in pain... You reach out to comfort others even though you are consumed by your own pain. People who can do that are a special breed, there are too many people who can only orbit themselves and their own issues!

I like that you're part of this community. I've been comforted by your words in times when I've been emotionally flailing, I believe you sell yourself short somewhat and should be proud of the strength and compassion that you show on a regular basis. I know that you don't feel like you offer much to the world, but you really do.

This is not a platitude, merely statement of fact. N if you don't like it...

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This does make me a little happy. Even if I can't help myself I hope I can make other people's days a little brighter while I'm here.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

I'm an overall pretty ugly and creepy looking guy which sucks. Aside from that, I have no physical talent whatsoever. I haven't managed to pick up any sports since I'm so awful at all of them that I lose interest as everyone improves at a much faster rate than me.

forgot where it's from tbh

Other people say nice things to me but nobody likes me. It's all just bs to make me feel better

You're a good person with often good advice, I like seeing your avatar appear and know I'm in for a good post. So I like you if that counts

 

[Alucard]

I'll like myself only when I'll be dead.