Venting I don't want anymore...

[_Minsk]

I'm just tired... I want to sleep, sleeping but without waking up.. I'm too tired to deal with this all, struggling with health, trying to fix stuff.. Just to get bombarded with another issue, and another issue.. I feel like i already had my best days, I just can't go back in time and try to avoid things which might have led me to this place i am now..

Even if i could magically turn back time, i swear, i would run into new issues, maybe not the same ones but new ones, maybe even worse than i have to deal with right now..

I tired of this fake hope stuff, holding onto that small glimpse of hope is what is making me suffer...

 

[Acornsonatree]

I really relate to wanting to sleep and not wake up. Sometimes I question wether what I want is really death or just to sleep for a few years and wake up in a better place.

 

[Broken Chimera]

I could've wrote this. I'm sorry you're hurting like this.

 

[Kumachan]

thats exactly how I feel

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm just tired... I want to sleep, sleeping but without waking up.. I'm too tired to deal with this all, struggling with health, trying to fix stuff.. Just to get bombarded with another issue, and another issue.. I feel like i already had my best days, I just can't go back in time and try to avoid things which might have led me to this place i am now..

Even if i could magically turn back time, i swear, i would run into new issues, maybe not the same ones but new ones, maybe even worse than i have to deal with right now..

I tired of this fake hope stuff, holding onto that small glimpse of hope is what is making me suffer...

It's relentless and overwhelming and sometimes that small glimmer of hope is all we have and that's faint solace. I'm sorry this is hurting you so much, many here are in the same boat.