itsbigbraintime
SN Wizard
- Feb 14, 2020
- 79
Hey all, me again. So lately I thought I'd been doing better, with my suicidal urges becoming less frequent. But I can feel it coming back, and I'm just so confused. I'm not happy, or sad, or even angry anymore. Just the constant feeling of numbness, as well as the baseline anxiety I feel daily. I thought I had nobody who cared about my wellbeing, but I was wrong. Unfortunately, the way I found out was by driving them away, and now they really couldn't care less. Or they don't take it seriously because "oh, he always does that" I'm just tired. I want to be done.
